A Reflection on Good Friday

On Good Friday, we ponder the enormity of Jesus' sacrifice and suffering on the cross. This morning, I was brought to tears while praying and giving thanks to our Savior, who for the joy set before him, endured the cross for us.

Like Paul, this is my prayer, “I want to know Christ—yes, to know the power of his resurrection and participation in his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, and so, somehow, attaining to the resurrection from the dead.” Philippians 3:10–11

I have survived decades with deep bone-crushing pain because fellowship with Jesus gives me deep despair-crushing comfort.

Here is a portion of my journal from 2010, written after living eight years with debilitating pain but before my cancer diagnosis:

“On my worst pain days, I am alone in the peaceful and quiet comfort of my home. Jesus suffered a painful death before a mob of angry mocking people. I have my softest blankets, pillows and clothing to ease my nerve pain. Jesus had a crown of thorns. I have cushioned orthotic shoes to protect my feet; Jesus had nails in his bare feet. I have medications and ointments to lessen my pain; Jesus had wine mixed with myrrh but refused to drink it. I have friends who comfort me and try to help with the burdens that are too much for me. All of Jesus’ friends ran away from him in his time of need. One publicly disowned him. Three times. Another friend was complicit in his murder. So, does he understand my pain and my sadness over the limits this disease places on me? Yes, all that and more. He is my comforter and companion. He does not condemn or compare his wounds with mine. He merely lifts me out of the self-pity and loneliness of illness and encourages me to press on.”

Pray: Dear God, thank You for choosing to suffer on my behalf. Forgive me for the times I have believed that You do not understand the depths of my suffering. Thank You that You are a compassionate God and that You extend that compassion to me. Lord, help me to experience the full measure of Your love today. In Jesus’ name, amen. (From Incurable Faith)

A Blessing for You: May suffering and pain lead you to experience a greater love for the One who suffered for you. May you be filled with the same resurrection power that raised Jesus from the dead. May gospel hope will fill your heart, lifting your sorrows, and making space for the glorious joy of your salvation. 

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